This last few years have been less than ideal. And before I start my little ranting post I want to preface with my Perspective Acknowledgement – Yes, I get it. I’m lucky in a lot of ways. I am healthy, I am able bodied, I have many luxuries and securities that so many people don’t. Continue reading “Someone’s Poisoned the Waterhole”
Category Archives: Day Job
Kicking Out Mommy Guilt
Mommy guilt wasn’t something I often struggled with until recently. Now I seem to struggle with it all of the time. Having a demanding work schedule along with my responsibility to my photography clients, writing and my role as Municipal Liaison (ML) for my regional NaNoWriMo, has left me with not a lot of quality time. That isContinue reading “Kicking Out Mommy Guilt”
The Band-aid Between Sunday and Monday
I’ve decided that the time between Sunday to Monday (which for me feels like most of Sunday really) is approached in the manner of a child that needs a bandage ripped off. Fears, tears, crying and avoidance. Trepidation and anticipation of the pain. But once it is over, you pretty much forget about it andContinue reading “The Band-aid Between Sunday and Monday”
Blerg
Boy oh boy have I been busy. Day Job requires a lot more time than I expected but I enjoy it so it’s okay I guess. What I’ve been up to – well, I’ve finished a side project I was working on. That has been submitted and approve, so that is exciting! Now that thatContinue reading “Blerg”
Hard at Work
Just not exactly the right kind. You might be able to tell by the scarcity of my posts that I’m busy. All the time. While I really enjoy the challenge and reward from my new position, I mourn the time I have given up. Lost time at home with the kids, lost time running withContinue reading “Hard at Work”
Black is the Colour…
I LOVE music. Love it. It inspires me, it helps evoke emotions and the right song can help me get into the head of a character. I always create music playlists for whatever I’m writing and that playlist is what I listen to when I write. If I don’t listen to music when I writeContinue reading “Black is the Colour…”
Importance of Goodbye
Last week was my first week of work and I have to say I was a bit worried. Not that I couldn’t do the job but that I couldn’t do the job while being a mom and essentially being a single mom. By Thursday morning I wondered to my husband if I had done theContinue reading “Importance of Goodbye”
Wordless Wednesday: Ban Bossy
Transitions
Transitions are hard and change is hard. I’ve been in a funk all day just worrying myself into a bit of a tizzy. I laid on the couch and listened to a meditation, played with kids, talked with a friend but still I wasn’t able to calm the growing worry about all my changes. ThenContinue reading “Transitions”